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Feeling AI-lienated …. and what I’m doing about it
This is a long post that feels long overdue… I first drafted something like over a year ago, but decided I wouldn’t have enough of an original perspective to share. But finding myself now surrounded by conversations and advertisements that embrace or celebrate the rise of AI, it’s not been easy to find a resource that quite captures why I’m so resistant to riding this particular wave.
So I’m writing this now for three practical reasons:
- 📋 To summarise the main concerns I have about ubiquitous, unregulated AI becoming integrated across society;
- 🤖 To directly address the pro-AI arguments I’m now hearing everywhere, from my work contexts to chats with strangers at weddings.;
- 💭 To share my approach to AI, especially for people interested in working together.
… but also a more emotional reason:
- 🫀 Seeing so much pro-AI content - and a wide acceptance of it - is really, really getting me down.
AI is affecting me personally and professionally. Over the past year alone I’ve seen my own writing used to train models that have then ‘replaced’ the paid roles I used to feel confident I was having a positive impact doing (and used to be able to rely on for the rent!). I’ve seen a massive downturn in the quality and availability of writing and research roles, with an increasing proportion of opportunities in sustainability explicitly prioritising the use of AI within them. I'm fairly sure I’ve received AI-generated rejection emails off the back of job applications I’m not convinced a human ever read. Where I have managed to pick up work, I’ve sometimes been given frustrating AI-written tasks that don’t make sense or aren’t possible to complete due to ‘hallucinations’ within them. I’ve been asked to test supposedly 'groundbreaking' AI platforms that do nothing to address any of the major problems I come up against in sustainability communication or action.
But this is much bigger than me. The rise of AI affects all of us, especially if we care about the Earth remaining habitable and want to see fair, equitable societies existing upon it.
What do you mean by AI?
Artificial Intelligence (AI) is used to refer to a whole host of different computational systems that process lots of data. Throughout the 2010s, most of what I was hearing about as “AI” was in academic meetings, usually where researchers were using machine learning approaches to discover patterns hidden deep within large datasets. Those ‘traditional’ systems were (and still are) doing things that humans could not do without them, for example finding tiny regions of similarity in the medical scans of thousands of patients with the same disease and applying that learning to inform the diagnosis of others.
What we have seen recently is a huge explosion of AI with a much broader scope: replicating - or attempting to replicate - human reasoning, decision-making or creativity for tasks that humans could already do without it. It's these applications I will be referring to when I talk about “AI” here, primarily ‘smart’ tools and features such as AI agents, chatbots etc that generate ‘content’ upon command.
What's triggering my AI alarm?
What's triggering my AI alarm?
The lack of detail and transparency in reporting makes it very difficult to put precise figures to the impacts, but the best estimates I could find indicate that AI systems in 2025:
- directly drove carbon emissions at a similar rate to the whole of Greece or Chile, or New York City (~30–80 million tonnes); and
- directly drove water consumption on a par with global annual consumption of bottled water, or the entire water footprint of Iceland (~300-800 billion litres).
This is rising fast with AI-induced water consumption and carbon emissions from data centres alone projected to double - if not quadruple - over the next four years. In the UK the climate impacts of AI datacentres were dramatically underestimated, with recent government data suggesting they could be ten times higher than previously calculated. These could add over 100 million tonnes to UK CO2 emissions over the next decade alone, which is hard to see as compatible with the UK’s legally binding commitments to cut approximately this amount from its annual emissions every five years.
Despite talk of their commitment to sustainability, around 5 years on from making pledges to radically cut CO2 emissions, tech companies’ footprints look worse than ever as they pour resources into AI. Analysis of tech giants’ self-reported data showed: “Google’s emissions jumped nearly 50%. Amazon’s rose by 33%, Microsoft’s more than 23% and Meta’s more than 60%.”
AI-driven electricity demand is serving to maintain and even increase the demand for fossil fuels and other destructive, unsustainable forms of energy generation. This has already meant the maintenance of coal plants where they were otherwise due to be phased out, more gas plants, more opportunities for unsustainable biomass projects, and ultimately even more profit for polluters at the expense of a habitable planet for us all.
The additional water stress caused by AI data centres is about the last thing we need amidst the absolute necessity to protect freshwater supplies in a heating world. But nonetheless it’s already leading to restrictions in households’ access to water, contributing to ‘mega-droughts’, and devastating ecosystems.
Impacts linked to AI data centres and the wider supply chains span much further too: exacerbating air pollution, affecting land use, driving e-waste and the harms caused by mining for minerals to name a few. And this is before the effects of what AI is used to do are even factored in (see below).
Whilst there are lots of possible positive applications for them, most of what I’m seeing AI tools used for is in assisting us to continue carrying out all the harms we’ve been wreaking on ourselves and the world around us… only now we can do so with more speed, less thought, less effort and often more error (see below). I think this is what has saddened me the most.
It’s turbocharging overconsumption when we are already beyond the limits where our systems can recover from it. It’s being used to promote dangerous political agendas, as a tool for manipulation and misinformation. It’s facilitating mass surveillance at a time where authoritarianism is on the rise. Amidst high and escalating global tensions, we are seeing its creeping use in warfare (for example in autonomous weapons). It’s burning us out, isolating us and further dividing us when we need to be connecting with one another and working together.
Enormous investment in AI has made a small number of people extraordinarily wealthy (or even more extraordinarily so) but will benefit ‘trickle down’ to the rest of us? And could that benefit possibly justify the social and environmental harms we are seeing? In the absence of very careful planning, requiring significant involvement of and leadership from workforces, new technologies have tended to benefit the most powerful at the expense of the majority. What we are seeing right now with AI shows no sign of bucking that trend.
Training the models that underpin major AI platforms has required massive amounts of data, much of it taken without consent or compensation made to the creators of that data. Adding insult to injury, this kind of “brazen theft” is undermining the ability of writers and artists to make a living. [As a result a whole host of plaintiffs including authors, publishers and artists have resorted to suing Meta, Open AI, Anthropic and others for copyright infringement].
Less well-publicised are the stories of how the proliferation of AI systems and infrastructure is fuelling exploitative working practices in some of the poorest communities in the world. This includes low paid, precarious work, which can be physically dangerous, mentally traumatising or both (examples in mineral extraction and content moderation).
The large language models (LLMs) underlying text-based AI tools (such as chatbots) are probability-based: they predict the next words based on everything that’s been used to train them. This makes them very prone to reproducing and reinforcing the underlying biases of their training data, and liable to create entirely fictional statements presented as if they’re factual .
Far from being neutral information sources, AI tools have shown covert racial bias, gender bias, and a shift towards the political right. Since the use of AI has become so widespread, this is already widening equality gaps, contributing to discrimination in hiring procedures, policing, healthcare provision and even medical diagnosis to name a few.
And whilst tools and their training might be getting more sophisticated, their outputs are still a long way from being reliably accurate. A recent study led by the BBC highlighted that AI assistants “routinely misrepresent news content no matter which language, territory, or AI platform is tested”, with “significant” issues in nearly half of the responses studied.
Errors and ‘hallucinations’ like this are misleading and risky for users of AI tools: they stand to degrade the quality, trustworthiness and overall value of work that has been produced using it. And whether we choose to use those tools or not, we are all at risk from the impacts of their mistakes. We already know that AI-created falsehoods are making their way into everything from health and wellbeing advice to evidence at criminal trials. The consequences can be extremely serious: for example, errors in facial recognition are known to have led to numerous wrongful arrests - and lengthy imprisonment - of people who could not possibly have committed the crimes they are accused of.
Emerging experimental evidence indicates that interacting with AI tools might progressively and rapidly undermine our ability to learn effectively. It stands to degrade our analytical, creative, relational and critical thinking skills, contributing to reliance on technologies we don’t fully understand… and don’t have free, equal nor guaranteed access to.
Earlier this year the CEO of OpenAI (the company that owns chat GPT) said publicly: “We see a future where intelligence is a utility, like electricity or water, and people buy it from us on a meter”. That future - one that sounds deeply dystopian to me - is much more likely to be enabled the more we offload tasks to AI that we could otherwise do (or learn to do) independently.
With the rapid pace of AI integration and with millions in corporate money being ploughed into pro-AI lobbying, it’s perhaps unsurprising that regulation of AI has been pretty limited. Where governments have legislated on AI, policies often explicitly emphasised enabling “innovation” over proceeding with caution. This has come at the expense of preventing harm and upholding other ethical principles (see above).
Transparency and accountability are severely lacking across the sector, all whilst companies are building increasingly more complex, more autonomous AI systems without credible plans to prevent or deal with catastrophic outcomes.
The loudest narratives
Despite all of these causes for concern and caution, we are now exposed to a range of arguments, often made uncritically, about why we should embrace AI’s increasing entanglement into our day to day lives. These narratives are used to shut down challenges to the rapid normalisation and pervasive integration of AI across society; they’re being used to delay action to regulate or even properly discuss how and where AI is used.
It can feel exhausting and alienating to be on the receiving end of these narratives and to have very legitimate concerns be dismissed. But we don’t have to do this alone. So, in the interest of sharing some learning from trying (and often failing!) to have more constructive conversations about AI, here are the most common discourses I’m brushing up against, alongside how I’ve been responding.
Note: One provocation to anyone whose instinct is to dismiss the concerns above or the responses below, is to ask who benefits the most when we do so: who are these pro-AI narratives really serving?
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Pro-AI narrative |
Response |
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👣“AI can be used to help the environment” |
‼️ AI fuels environmental destruction far, far more than it contributes to addressing it. The vast majority of AI use is not being directed towards protecting people or the rest of Nature. Instead it is being used predominantly in ways that drive up already-unsustainable fuel burning, water extraction and consumption behaviours. (see above). A recent analysis of claims that AI would be of ‘net climate benefit’ found that the vast majority were unsubstantiated. It also “did not uncover a single example where consumer generative systems such as ChatGPT, Gemini, or Copilot were leading to a material, verifiable, and substantial level of emissions reductions” If we want to see these powerful tools and resources used for overall environmental benefit, we need to push for very careful evaluation and regulation of AI use, rather than accept or support the unrestricted expansion and integration of AI across society. |
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🧠 “AI is making complex knowledge more accessible” |
‼️Right now LLMs are too error-prone to disseminate trustworthy information and are compromising our ability to learn critical skills. Mistakes and biases are extremely prevalent and can have serious consequences. There is also a growing body of evidence to suggest AI tools diminish the cognitive and interpersonal abilities of users, making us progressively more dependent on them for tasks we could otherwise manage competently ourselves. Far from democratising knowledge, tech giants stand to gain significant control over access to AI tools and the kind of ‘intelligence’ they may unlock (see above). With disinformation already such a huge problem, the last thing we need is unregulated AI turbo-charging it, or otherwise adding to confusion and misunderstanding. When I’m speaking to scientists and academics I often emphasise other ways we could (and arguably should) be contributing to making information and understanding more accessible. This includes communicating our work in more inclusive and public ways as well as pushing to remove barriers to and inequalities in education. |
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💼 “It’s good for jobs and the economy” |
‼️ Which jobs/sectors are benefitting from the rise of AI… and at whose expense? This is an industry built on extractive, exploitative and destructive practices that has yet to see proportionate or equitable value realised (see above). It also seems quite unclear whether the AI industry is itself profitable, or whether most companies are particularly benefitting from using it. To realise tangible benefits that AI-enabled technologies could hold the most promise for, “a fundamental reorientation of the industry” is likely necessary: essentially this would mean it refocussing on systems that are able to generate reliable information for specific practical applications (rather than those than attempt replicate or replace human speech, creativity and interaction). |
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🏆 “AI helps me do my important work better/more competitively” and/or “We will be left behind if we don’t embrace it” |
‼️ Leaning on AI can stand in the way of us learning and maintaining the skills and confidence that enable us to be creative and effective. If we outsource tasks to AI, we are less likely to develop or sustain a deep or intuitive understanding of what we are doing. This can make it harder for us to notice errors or to troubleshoot when things go wrong, and also leaves us vulnerable when we don’t have access to the tools e.g. if we are ‘offline’ or in the event tools get withdrawn or heavily monetised (see above). For many people right now, using AI may, on balance, be contributing to - rather than relieving - overload and burnout. And for businesses/individuals selling creative work, I’ve asked why customers or clients would choose to buy something from a third party that they could create themselves with similar AI tools. Critical thinking, creative and interpersonal skills may well become especially desirable in the age of AI ‘slop’. Rather than going along with the widespread adoption of AI, it could be more strategic for us to focus on identifying and investing in the distinctly-human capabilities that make us each uniquely valuable. |
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🤖 “It’s inevitable” i.e. The rise of AI is now unstoppable so the best thing to do is to [be quiet about the problems and] embrace it. |
‼️ The unregulated, unrestricted integration of AI throughout our lives and systems is not inevitable. We have agency and collective power to steer how the development and adoption of AI proceeds. The technology is already with us, but there are plenty of possible futures for it. We do not have to embrace it uncritically. We can choose to make a fuss about the damage being caused and the risks being taken. We can stand in the way of AI-enabled harm continuing and expanding. And we can advocate for effective regulation that makes it more possible for AI applications with genuine potential to be beneficial for all of us to emerge from the noise. |
What can we do about AI?
- ⁉️ Communicate & Question: It can feel from all the advertising, LinkedIn chat etc like everybody is on board with it, but the more I chat with people the more I realise that there is widespread concern and skepticism there about the AI boom. I also think that the rise of AI will continue to gather pace and wreak havoc in its wake if we don’t challenge the myths and the hype that are being touted. We don’t have to be experts to ask for evidence to back up bold claims or to probe about how much attention and consideration is being given to the very real harms and risks.
- ❎ Refrain or Abstain where we can: We can each be critical and considerate about whether our own use of AI tools aligns with our values and/or is worth any of the negative impacts it contributes to. Personally I avoid knowingly using it, supporting it and feeding… I don’t need to use it and I haven’t found a good enough reason for me to start incorporating it into anything I’m doing. This doesn’t have to mean ignoring it nor being completely closed-minded to any potentially positive applications.
- ✊ Campaign & Resist: We are most effective when we work together, as evidenced by the groundswell of grassroots organising against AI data centre expansions that threaten to drain the water, pollute the air and compromise power supplies for communities around the world. There are broader campaigns gathering momentum too and that are undoubtedly looking for more support. Some examples are Pause AI, Pull the Plug & Stop Killer Robots.
The cover star for this blog post is Mavis, a mostly blind guinea pig who loves lettuce but is somewhat alarmed by many things (including, but by no means limited to, the rapid adoption of AI)